dear ida,
so i'm getting better. better at making an effort to not seem stand-offish. i let myself smile back at the cute guy in the red truck the other morning. i let myself be smiley and talkative with bill the cute waiter who touched my shoulder-blade at fred's.
i let myself put my guard down a little. yes, i did.
i'm *trying*.
xox, me.
p.s. missing puppy something fierce.
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