2003-03-25 - 1:24 PM - a little off.

dear ida,

it's a strange thing when you know being nutty is in your family yet it hasn't hit you yet. i was always surrounded by depression yet didn't really understand it. mom was a little off and finally they called it 'manic depressive', her mother was off and they called it a biopolar disorder. i started to feel a little off, a few years ago, but kept it bottled in. if i didn't tell anyone it couldn't possibly be true, could it?

well. hmm. apparently, it's at least a half-truth, because for the first time in my life i'm on anti-depressants that are suppose to help my 'anxiety' and sleeping issues.

happy spring, eh?

xox, me

 

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